Rough day emotionally...

Shawna's BF (ex) has decided to take Meleah back to Nev. to her grandmother's. I honestly didn't think it would effect me either way but I have cried most of the morning. She is such an innocent 12 yr old and tries so hard but without structure, discipline and gypsy moving around lifestyle I don't see how she'll ever succeed at anything. I had become a surrogate grandma and gave her positive reinforcement when she did well - something she has never been exposed to. Her mother is in Orlando on a church mission so will be thrown in with several other grandchildren. I know I can't save the world but I had hoped to have the opportunity to save on special little girl. Blessings to Meleah.........